Spiritual Journey: Reaching a Deeper Understanding

For a human being who hungers for truth, what is most beautiful is that which is most truthful. If the road to truth means having to learn what is untrue and to face unconsciousness and obstacles within ourselves, the lover of truth gladly accepts the challenge. Each time we expose and face that which is untrue, we are that much closer to what is true. – M. Caplan"

My main issue with spirituality is the perception one often has. There are still people who still see spirituality as being "carefree" or "easy going". IT. IS. NOT. If anything, you will run into obstacles, potholes, and struggles in life whether you're spiritual or not. The key is to be sincere and honest with yourself and ask: "How far am I willing to go?" and "Am I committed or am I just a part of it?" If you are not honest with yourself, then you will end up more confused in your spiritual journey.

It's hard to believe that I only have a week left before I return to campus... for my FINAL year that is. This summer has been full of self-reflecting, and spiritual and health transitions. Though all three have been stressful and difficult at times (mentally), ironically, the difficulties are the most magical and fulfilling parts of the transitions process. I am learning to realize a few things: not to take people's absences from my life too seriously, not letting my thoughts control me, and lastly: BE GENTLE WITH MYSELF. Over the years, I have forcefully progressed myself, pushed myself, and even lied to myself in order to make myself feel that I was progressing. Did it help at all? No! However, I must say that I have improved drastically compared to the last few years. I am learning that feelings come and go, and only I have the power to react to it. Am I where I want to be? No. But, I am learning to pace my life based on MYSELF and not others. Just because I am not at a "certain level of life" does not mean I am behind by any means.